My Closet Muse

A long time ago, someone brought up the discussion of muses on one of the lists. Silly, I thought. I deal in reality. Right…with my vampire, werewolf, fae, and--you name it-- stories….reality. So why does a writer who loves fantasy and the paranormal not have a muse? Because I’m the one who works hard to think this stuff up. No way am I going to give credit to some fantastical entity. No way.

And then one day one of my critique partners asked our group about everyone’s muse. She’d been to an RWA workshop, and felt like I did. She didn’t have a muse, didn’t want to think about it. Silly. But she really got into it, described her muse, and had a lot of fun doing it.

So for the first time, I began to think of my muse. She’s my height, same coloration, beautiful--just like me--only she’s thinner, younger, wears fairy-like clothes and hides in the closet.

And that’s why I don’t have a muse. What good is a closet muse? About that time I was having one of those, I refuse to call it writer’s block, but you know, something like that…when the words just won’t jump out of my fingers onto the keys and appear on the paper. I’m usually really annoyed with myself when I have this…this frustratingly annoying non-creative, non-productive period. Until I latched onto that muse and realized the problem. It was all her fault! She refused to come out of the closet.

I also had to blame my critique partner, because if she hadn’t introduced me to my muse, I wouldn’t have ever blamed anyone but myself for not getting back to my writing.

The good news is I’m busily at work again, despite the fact I have a closet muse. So remember, whether you have a muse or not, writing is an important part of a writer’s life and nothing should stop that natural drive, even if it has to be given a nudge every once in a while.

Sometimes I go months without thinking about my muse. It just happens. The idea comes to me, the words get written, the story is completed. I’m a writer. Other times, I have to drag the words out of the gray matter, hash and rehash the words on paper, and finally, with a great deal of effort, finish the story. I’m still a writer. Does my muse help?

You’d have to ask her. She won’t come out of the closet to speak to me.

What about you? Do you have a troublesome muse? What is she or he like?
4 Responses
  1. Great post! I don't think of myself as having a muse either, not even a cute fairy-like one in the closet. (Though that would be nice.) Since my background is in psychology, I go along with the idea that the right brain is the creative side. So those story ideas and all the words it takes to create them come from me, my own head. Sometimes the right brain can feel like a different person inside me, the finicky, moody, unreasonable artist side. The right brain can be stubborn sometimes and refuse to cooperate. Then I have to bribe it with chocolate, music, latte, photos or something inspiring. But it's still me, inside my head. Not a separate entity. :-)


  2. LOL, I love your comment, Vonda!!! I so agree!!!


  3. Elen Grey Says:

    I have a muse, be he's more of a personal trainer - mat master - cheerleader and there for my own pleasure. lol I do love your closet muse, Terry. She's a muse with attitude!

    Much cheer.


  4. LOL, Elen, yeah, she's got attitude all right. :) Hmm, a cheerleader muse. Now, I like that! :)


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