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Excerpt:
Daniel? Had she actually breathed his
name like a sigh? Roxy straightened her shoulders and sat up in the chair.
She’d almost acted like this was a real date. She’d almost let herself feel
like this attraction could go somewhere.
“Hey, Doc. How about we get that dance lesson out of the way?”
He frowned. Probably confused by her change of attitude. Who could
blame him?
“All right.”
Did he really sound disappointed?
“I’m afraid once I have a belly full of pasta, I won’t want to get up
on the dance floor.”
Daniel held out his hand to her. “Miss Morgan, may I have this dance?”
She took his hand and let him pull her to her feet. “Um, yeah, but
actually, I suppose it’s technically Mrs. Morgan.”
“You did say ex-husband, didn’t you?”
She nodded. “I’ve been meaning to change back to my maiden name, but I
just haven’t gotten around to it. Though after tonight, I think I’m going to
find the time.”
Why on earth were they talking about Todd? The warmth of Daniel’s hand
on hers threatened to melt her into a puddle on the floor. The last thing she
wanted to be thinking about was the ex-husband who had made her feel fat and
unworthy.
This was her only chance to be in Daniel’s arms. All she wanted to
think about right now was Daniel and the dance.
They stepped onto the little square of wood and finally she was in
Daniel’s arms, right where she longed to be. Perry Como—or maybe it was Tony
Bennett—serenaded them.
She tried to be so strong all the time. To be in control. Was it so
wrong to lean on someone else, just for the length of an old love song?
Roxy closed her eyes and pretended they were the only two people in the
city at the moment. She could forget about ex-husbands, homework and daily specials,
and concentrate on the mood and the music and the man. She felt safe and warm
in his arms in a way she never remembered feeling before.
Pressed up against Daniel’s hard body, the safe and warm feeling soon
gave way to hot and dangerous sensations. They swayed to the music, their
bodies rubbing, their thighs brushing, their breaths mingling.
His hands roamed over her back, stroking her, gathering her even closer
to him. Her heart thudded in her chest, a frantic counter-rhythm to the
soothing music surrounding them. Those tingles that danced in her body last
night had taken flight and were now soaring through her veins.
She rubbed her cheek against his, the scraping of his jaw increasing
the shocks of awareness running through her. She flattened her hands across his
back and the heat radiating there warmed her to the center of her being.
Then his hands were in her hair, tangling in the strands, tickling her
scalp. And, as if the sensations weren’t already overwhelming, he started
teasing her ear with his lips, nibbling gently. He brushed his hips against
hers, his arousal clearly evident.
She pressed back.
Roxy bit back a moan. What was she doing? How quickly she’d forgotten
all her good intentions. The last thing she needed was a man who made her lose
control.
If nothing else, she had to stay in control.
The song was winding down. The rest of the world started to come back
into focus. Roxy relaxed her grip and stepped away from Daniel. She shoved a
shaky hand through her hair.
“Well,” she said, grateful her voice didn’t quiver like her knees were.
“That was very good. I guess you don’t need any dancing lessons.”
Daniel cupped his hand around the back of her head and didn’t let her
retreat any further. The heat of his gaze pinned her as effectively as his hand
did. Rosemary Clooney started singing and he pulled Roxy into his arms again.
“I never said I needed dancing lessons.”
His breath was warm on her neck and she sighed as she sank against him.
“From what you said earlier, I thought you didn’t dance.”
“I don’t usually like to.” He surprised her by spinning her out and
bringing her back to tuck in against him. “I’ve changed my mind.”
“Oh?” She told herself she was breathless from the whirling, but she
knew that wasn’t the reason.
“Mmm. I think dancing has become one of my favorite activities.”
“I like to dance too.” She rested her head on his shoulder and inhaled
that unique Daniel scent again. Nice.
“So how long were you married?” he asked, so softly she almost didn’t
realize he’d spoken.
“Seven long years.” She didn’t want to think about Todd when she was in
Daniel’s arms, but since they were practically dirty dancing, she supposed he
deserved to know. “I got married right out of high school. Pretty stupid.”
“I imagine you thought you were in love.”
“At the time I did. And Todd, well, he could be mighty persuasive when
he wanted to be. Besides…”
Roxy broke off. She really didn’t need to go there.
He rubbed his cheek against hers. “What?”
“I wanted to get out from under my mom’s thumb.” Talk about being young
and naïve. “Like getting married to Todd gave me any more control over my
life.”
She cleared her throat. That was probably more than she needed to say
to Daniel. “And then I worked full-time so he could go to college and then get
his law degree. What can I say? I was young and stupid.”
Daniel’s grip tightened on her back. It was obvious he could do the
math. “So he let you put him through school and then divorced you?”
The song wasn’t over, but she stepped away, out of his arms. “Yeah,
that’s about the size of it.”
“Damn.”
Roxy took a deep breath and let it out slowly. She’d wasted all the
anger she was going to on Todd Morgan. And she sure didn’t want Dr. Daniel
Jennings feeling sorry for her. “Well, I’d say I’m more than ready for that
wine. Let’s drink a toast to the ex who finally got away.”
The wine was excellent, the pasta was delicious, and the conversation
was light for the rest of the evening. They discussed course options and campus
activities. He was easy to talk to, even though he had earned a doctorate and
she barely had her high school diploma.
Her resolve slipped and it made her more than a little nervous. Daniel
was a nice man, but he was looking for a woman to settle down with and she
wasn’t going there again for years. Her stomach clenched at the thought of
another woman wrapped up in his arms, another woman dirty dancing with him, but
that was the only way it could be right now. He was a distraction and she
couldn’t afford to be sidetracked right now.
Her next step was to find a good woman to give him the passion he’d
been missing. It was a real shame it couldn’t be her.
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